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Volume
7. Issue 2
Article 4
Article
Title
A
Mutual Learning Experience: Collaborative Journaling
between A Nonnative-Speaker Intern and Native-
Speaker Cooperating-Teacher
Authors
Jerry G. Gebhard
Indiana University of Pennsylvania
Toshinobu Nagamine
Yatsushiro National College of Technology
Bio
Data:
Jerry G. Gebhard holds a doctorate from Teachers
College, Columbia University. He is director of Doctoral Studies
in Composition & TESOL at Indiana University of Pennsylvania.
He has taught in Thailand, Japan, China, Hungary, and the United
States.
Toshinobu
Nagamine is currently a full-time lecturer in the Faculty of General
Education at Yatsushiro National College of Technology. He is also
a PhD candidate in Composition & TESOL at Indiana University
of Pennsylvania. He has taught in Japan and the United States.
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Abstract
Teaching journals have been used in the TESOL field for both preservice
and inservice teachers to promote reflection and awareness and to explore
their teaching beliefs and practices. Although the various benefits
of teaching journals have been reported on previously, the use of collaborative
teaching journals has not received much research attention in the field.
In this article, we report on a collaborative teaching journal kept
between a graduate student intern (Japanese) and a cooperating-teacher
(American) and discuss the value of keeping a collaborative teaching
journal for meaningful ESL/EFL teacher development.
Keywords
Journaling, a teaching journal, a collaborative journal, teacher development,
teacher education, internship, nonnative-speaker and native-speaker
cooperation
Introduction
There are a number of activities second/foreign language teachers can
use to critically reflect on their teaching beliefs and practices, such
as those discussed in Bailey, Curtis, and Nunan (1998, 2001), Freeman
and Cornwell (1993), Gebhard and Oprandy (1999), Johnson and Golombek
(2002), Murphy (2001), Richards and Nunan (1990), and Richards (1998).
One of the activities that have emerged as a way to promote critical
reflection is that of keeping a teaching journal. Since "the act
of writing begins a reflective, analytic process" (Bailey et al.,
2001, p. 48), a teaching journal is regarded not only as a recording
tool of teachers' thoughts, ideas, and practices, but also as a tool
to promote teachers' reflective teaching (Bailey et al., 2001; Gebhard
& Oprandy, 1999; Richards, Gallo, & Renandya, 2001).
In this article, we report on the use of a collaborative journal kept
between ourselves - a nonnative-speaker (NNS) graduate student intern
and a native-speaker (NS) cooperating-teacher: the former with three
years of teaching experience, and the latter with twenty-five. Stimulated
by the work of Brock, Yu, and Wong (1992), Cole, Raffier, Rogan, and
Schleicher (1998), and Matsuda and Matsuda (2004), we decided that our
journal would be collaborative. Our goals were to process a single journal
in which we focused on issues, problems, and concerns within a class
we were both teaching.
Literature
Review
Educators in the TESOL field have written about the methodology of processing
a teaching journal (Bailey, 1990; Bailey et al., 2001; Burton &
Carroll, 2001; Gebhard, 1999; Jarvis, 1992), as well as concentrated
research efforts on the use of journals. For example, researchers in
the field have focused on journal entries as a way to understand novice
teachers' "evolving perceptions of themselves as teachers"
(Brinton & Holten, 1989, p. 344), teaching issues and shifting awareness
(Holten & Brinton, 1995; McDonough, 1994), personal learning experience
about power and communication (Esbenshade, 2002), and teachers' common
concerns and pressing needs (Numrich, 1996). Other researchers have
looked into the reflective nature of journal writing. Farrell (1998)
studied three Korean teachers' journals to consider if "regular
journal writing promotes reflective thinking" (p. 92), while Richards
and Ho (1998) studied teachers' narratives and questions to interpret
"whether journal-writing experiences developed teachers' sense
of critical reflectivity over time" (p. 157). Yahya (2000) took
her research one step further by studying the ways teaching journals
seem to help teachers solve teaching problems, as well as how sharing
journals can possibly contribute to teachers' professional growth.
Much of the methodological and research literature on teaching journals
focuses on teachers keeping either a diary-like journal (intrapersonal)
or a dialogue journal with a teacher educator. However, Brock et al.
(1992), Cole et al. (1998), and Matsuda and Matsuda (2004) looked into
the use of journals as an interactive experience between teachers. These
three collaborative groups processed a single journal that they passed
from person to person, each writing about teaching issues, problems,
and concerns, as well as responding to each other's questions. Their
discussion of problems (e.g., managing time to write; maintaining their
interest) and benefits (e.g., insight into reflection; a new awareness
of beliefs and teaching practices; redefinition of themselves as teachers)
provided insight into the collaborative journaling process the authors
began in 2001.
In what follows, we describe the context of our journaling experience
and our process of keeping the journal. Subsequently, we, the intern
(NNS) and the assigned course instructor (NS), each give an individual
analysis of the journal content in relation to issues we raised. Finally,
we offer our opinions about the value of keeping the collaborative journal
from our individual perspectives.
Our
Teaching Context and Decision to Keep a Journal
We both opted to teach an ESL section of ENGL 101: College Writing,
a four-credit fourteen-week compulsory course for all freshmen at Indiana
University of Pennsylvania. The course includes a one-and-a-half hour
class meeting twice a week and required individual writing conferences.
The ESL section of the course was designated for NNS students, as well
as one of the internship sites for students in the graduate program
who want to gain teaching experience. The ESL section that we were to
teach during the fall semester of 2001 was composed of twenty-five NNS
students. At the time of our journaling experience, one of us, the course
instructor, Jerry, was a professor in the English Department for seventeen
years and had taught the course many times. The other, an intern, Toshinobu,
was a second year doctoral student in the program with three years teaching
experience, including teaching Japanese to undergraduates at the university.
It should be noted that a collaborative journal was not a required task
for student-teachers to complete the internship; it was our voluntary
exercise. We decided to keep the collaborative journal as we planned
the writing course. We thought that this journal would help us to clarify
the roles that each of us might take to meet the students' needs as
writers and new students to the university and local culture. Through
this journal we hoped to communicate our observations about what went
on in class, as well as our experiences with individual students during
writing conferences. We also wanted to record our thoughts about teaching,
the problems students were having, the use of a selected text, and anything
else that might help us in our decision making about what to do during
our bi-weekly ninety-minute class meetings and required writing conferences
outside classroom hours.
In addition to our hope that we could meet the students' academic and
expressive writing needs, our collaborative journal was also born out
of an interest in our own professional development. We wanted to gain
further insight into our teaching beliefs and practices, and in particular,
to explore our teaching by systematically writing in a teaching journal.
The
Collaborative Journaling Process
We decided to keep an electronic journal in the form of a Microsoft
Word file and exchange the file twice a week. We each kept a floppy
disk and a printout of the journal, and when we received or wrote entries,
we would add them to the file. We decided to include our observations
of what went on in class, of conferences with individual students, questions
we wanted to ask each other, perceived problems, and any other content
we felt would be relevant to reach our goals. We kept the journal for
twelve weeks and wrote a total of twenty-seven entries by the end of
the course.
At the end of the semester, following the advice of Bailey (1990), we
both read and analyzed the journal entries for "recurring patterns
or salient events" (p. 215). Observed recurring patterns or events
were categorized into major themes (or codes) for qualitative analysis
(cf., Miles & Huberman, 1994). Each of us individually reviewed
themes, reflected on them, and wrote up an analysis report for later
cooperative analysis (cf., Bailey et al., 2001). By so doing, we hoped
that we would be able to gain insight for mutual, as well as individual,
professional growth. We also presented our collaborative journaling
process and analysis at an end-of-the-semester eat-and-talk meeting
with graduate program students who did their internships at other sites.
The
Content of the Journal: Issues Raised
The process of writing and responding to each other's journal entries,
as well as reflecting on the collaborative experience as a whole, led
us to identify issues that are unique to each of us. In this section,
the authors, Toshinobu and Jerry, discuss our issues, each in our own
words, namely, in the form of a first-person narrative. We add excerpts
from the journal to highlight points we make.
Issues
Raised for Toshinobu, the Intern
The Issue of Being Accepted by the ESL Students
I wanted to feel comfortable interacting with the students in class.
Being a NNS intern, however, I was very anxious about the ESL students'
perceptions of myself. This is evident in the following entry:
Last
week after the class some students were making a line to ask you some
questions. I was listening to you, standing nearby. I talked to a
student waiting in the line to see if I could help her. She asked
me a few questions about the assignments, so I answered them. She
seemed to understand what I said, but she was still in the line. I
thought I answered all the questions she had, so I started wondering
what she would ask you. When her turn came, she asked you exactly
the same questions
I was listening to your answers to her questions
and realized that you gave her about the same answers as mine, but
she showed a different reaction to you; she seemed to me that she
felt secure when she heard your answers. I started wondering what
made her react differently
In response
to the above entry, Jerry, the cooperating-teacher wrote:
You
believe that she needed to ask me to feel secure, as I am the "professor."
This fairly much shows the issue of having to teach someone else's course.
I am the one who the students perceive as the one with power and answers.
It really isn't fair to you. Labels! Aren't they powerful?
Students
are very fast at understanding power relationships. We both need to
be very aware of our way of talking to each other and the students and
truly share the teaching responsibilities.
I was under
pressure at the beginning of the internship: I often wondered if the
students could really accept me as a teacher despite the fact that most
of the students might have expected to be taught only by a NS instructor.
If I had received the aforementioned reaction from the student after
I had actually taught her, then I would not have worried too much, considering
the lack of sufficient teaching experience and knowledge base compared
to Jerry. When I noticed the student's reaction, however, I had not
yet started teaching the class; I was merely observing the class.
Instead of allowing me to escape from the reality of the situation,
Jerry helped me face it by writing, for instance, the following entry:
I
am sure that the students see you as an "intern." As you were
introduced as a doctoral student doing an internship, how else can they
see you! So, this is the way it is. I doubt that the students will ever
see you as a co-professor of the course.
Responding
to the above entry, I wrote as follows:
I
do not believe that they see me as a co-professor of the course, which
is absolutely impossible. I am a doctoral student doing an internship.
Unlike non- academic ESL programs, College Writing 101 is a course that
students see you not only as a teacher/instructor but also a professor.
This fact might be one of the factors that affect how students see you
and me
It is all about the power relationships among students,
you, and me. I strongly believe that it is impossible for students to
perceive a professor and an intern to have an equal status, especially,
if most of the students in class are from Asian countries.
While exchanging
such journal entries, I started realizing that I was too sensitive to
students' perceptions, and that I needed to accept the reality of the
internship site. As my journal entry shows, I realized that I should
confront this issue while discussing my concerns with the cooperating-teacher.
Without the collaborative journal, I would not have been able to touch
upon my insecurity with Jerry.
The
Issue of Developing a Sense of Collaboration with the Cooperating-Teacher
It was very challenging to me, at least in the beginning of the internship,
to give feedback or to offer suggestions about Jerry's teaching. Firstly,
I knew that Jerry had a lot more teaching experience than I did. Thus,
when I started the internship, the temptation was to copy Jerry's teaching
style, rather than to develop my own teaching. Secondly, in my culture,
an intern-instructor rarely offers suggestions or feedback to his/her
cooperating-teacher; only experienced, often older, teachers can critique
inexperienced, younger teachers in Japan (Sato & Kleinsasser, 2004).
Having an understanding of my cultural background, Jerry replied with
the following:
I
imagine that it isn't easy for you to give your opinion on the professor's
teaching and interaction with the students. But, if you could step back
and simply see me as another teacher that would be useful. Like most
teachers, I cannot always see what I am doing in the classroom as clearly
as someone who is observing it. Can you offer me any productive feedback?
In order
for us to conduct the class collaboratively, I had to develop a sense
of collaboration with Jerry and change my attitude towards him. Jerry's
journal entries, such as the one cited above, helped me start developing
a sense of collaboration, which enabled me to feel that the class became
'ours' later on. Interestingly, it was our interactions in collaborative
journaling outside of the class that developed my awareness and attitude.
The positive change in my attitude can be clearly seen, for example,
in the following entry in which I gave feedback to Jerry for the first
time.
Because
of some of the things you mentioned in this journal, I think I started
feeling that the class is "ours" and that I will be able to
give some feedback to you.
One thing that I would like to suggest
is that we should ask students to type all essay drafts in that I realized
that there are discrepancies in the number of words per page due to
different notebook papers
This may not be a significant matter,
but this is something that I noticed while I was assessing their writing.
I also
asked a few questions to deepen my understanding of Jerry's teaching
beliefs and practices.
I
decided to write these two questions here because I would like to hear
your ideas/opinions: (1) I have found some students talking with one
another and/or using a computerized dictionary to check some words or
phrases while you were talking. I thought these students might have
to be called upon and told to stop whatever they were doing, but then,
I thought this idea might have occurred to me because I was taught in
Japan that teachers need to be authoritative
What do you think?;
and (2) I have noticed that some students tend to use their native languages
to communicate with each other while they are working in groups... Could
you tell me what you think about the use of the international students'
first languages in a writing class?
Thus, I
gradually developed a sense of collaboration with Jerry by changing
personal aspects of teaching and learning to more mutual, collaborative
ones.
The
Issue of Problem-Posing and Problem-Solving
When I started one-on-one conferences with the students, I found that
some students were too anxious about grammar. Thinking about how the
students' anxiety about grammar might interfere with their learning
to write, I wrote:
some of the students who had conferences today became nervous once we
started interacting. I wondered why for a while, and I realized that
they were a little worried about showing their work to me because they
seemed to think that I would correct their grammar and spelling right
in front of them, and that the number of corrected errors/mistakes would
affect their grades
I told them in class that I would not even
try to look for grammatical errors/mistakes, but some of them showed
their great anxiety about being assessed in terms of grammar and spelling.
In fact, most of the students asked me a question such as "Is my
grammar OK?" or "How can I improve my grammar?" It seems
to me that most of the students are concerned about their grammatical
skills instead of writing skills.
Jerry wrote
this in response:
I
have done more conferences than I can recall and have had the same questions
and comments as you. As for the questions about grammar students have
during the conferences, I have found that this is often the first question
students ask: "How is my grammar?" Such a question is natural
for students to ask. After all, many students coming from other countries
are not really taught how to write an essay. They are asked to write
an essay
Then, the teacher marks up their papers with red ink,
and almost all the feedback is on grammar. So, when you say, "It
seems that most of the students are concerned about their grammatical
skills instead of writing skills," you are very exact about why
students ask questions like the ones they do.
Jerry and
I discussed the students' anxiety about grammar and generated a new
teaching idea, i.e., to give a twenty-minute grammar lesson once a week.
Jerry wrote about this idea as follows:
I
have a question for you --- Do you think a twenty-minute grammar lesson
on Thursdays would be something the students would appreciate? We could
do this, using the students' grammar problems and the other book, Grammar
Troublespots, which we haven't used yet. Would you like doing this?
Each week pick a different grammar point to cover? I actually don't
know if this would be useful to the students or not. After all, they
have had years of grammar already! But, maybe they would feel one of
their needs is being met and it could be useful if they actually used
the grammar points in their papers. Let me know what you think.
Jerry's
entry cited above stimulated me to think of a contexualized grammar
lesson. Accordingly, I proposed a lesson plan in my journal entry, and
then I took on the responsibility to conduct twenty-minute grammar lessons.
After we started implementing the teaching idea, we saw some positive
change in students' behavior in writing conferences.
This whole experience of posing a problem, planning an action, and implementing
the action to solve the problem became a great opportunity for me to
develop as a teacher. Since we were keeping the collaborative journal,
I was able to reflect upon the entire teaching process and become aware
of how and what we were doing.
The
Issue of Teaching Awareness
As I wrote entries and reflected on them, I could objectively and critically
view my teaching practices and teaching assumptions, and such entries
helped me to see my teaching differently. For example, I included entries
in which I analyzed and reflected on a few tape-recorded writing conferences.
Part of such entries reads:
When
I listened to the tape a few times, I was annoyed... Let me explain
why... Obviously, as we can see from the transcript, I was interfering
with his speech, saying "OK" or "yes' a lot. ... I also
found my tendency to ask questions while students were talking. ...
After listening to a couple of other recorded conferences, I found several
parts where I interrupted students' speech while they were talking.
That is, I tend to interfere with students' speech unconsciously, which
I will definitely have to modify in terms of students' language learning
anxiety. ... There may be some students who have low language proficiency
and might not be able to keep talking if I interfere with their speech.
I included
a variety of entries in which I reflected on my teaching and was able
to gain awareness because of the feedback from Jerry. When I was asked
to teach the class alone while Jerry was away, it became clear to me
that I had developed much confidence in my teaching. I was fully aware
of what I was doing as a teacher, both in and outside class. Here is
an example of what I mean. I wrote about how I could make use of the
knowledge I had gained from meeting with each student in writing conferences:
I realized that my tutorial experience in writing conferences had helped
me effectively teach the (last) two classes. I had known what kinds
of problems they (the students) had and how they had been working on
their drafts before I taught these (two) classes. I think I could prepare
the possible questions or issues that they were concerned about well
in advance through the writing conferences. I could give clear examples
to show my points because I did talk about them with every single student
in the writing conferences. I could handle all the students' individually
different questions because I had known every single student's problems
and thought about what kinds of suggestions I should give.
In response
to the above entry, Jerry wrote the following with reference to Schön's
(1983) work on reflective teaching. This kind of response was exactly
what I needed to gain more awareness of my teaching.
I
see that (your experience during the past week) has given you a chance
to gain a little more insight into your teaching. Your journal entries
show me that you had a positive experience. I especially appreciate
the awareness you gained from working with students during writing conferences.
... I also see that you gained experience reflecting-in-action. A few
times you wrote about your in- class spontaneous teaching decisions.
For example, in the entry on November 13, you wrote about a change you
made while teaching because the students were not prepared; they didn't
do the homework. As such, you decided not to do a whole class activity
and to have students read silently in class then talk in groups (something
like that!). The idea is you changed what you had planned to do based
on the circumstances. This shows a flexibility that is seen in experienced
teachers who can think fast based on an understanding of the students'
abilities, difficulty level of the materials and task, and other complex
factors.
The collaborative
journal became a place where I reflected and reported on my teaching
as well as a place where I could get immediate feedback on my reflections
from the cooperating-teacher. Such reflections and feedback helped me
gain awareness of teaching to further improve my teaching practice.
In what follows, Jerry, the cooperating-teacher, discusses his issues
in his own words.
Issues
Raised for Jerry, the Cooperating-Teacher
The Issue of Collaboration
One of the issues that I needed to face early in the semester was my
expectation of having a collaborative relationship with Toshinobu. I
had initially thought that if we could be on more equal footing, than
we would be free to converse openly about our teaching and the consequences
this seemed to have on the students. I knew that this would not be easy
for Toshinobu, but I attempted to persuade him to treat me as just another
teacher in several early entries. For example, in my second journal
entry, I wrote:
If
you could step back and simply see me as another teacher that would
be useful
I am simply a teacher with different and more varied
teaching experience. We have the opportunity to teach a course together,
and it would be great if we could get beyond the traditional perception
of me as a supervisor/more powerful person and simply see me as another
teacher.
However,
although Toshinobu tried to accommodate me, I soon realized how difficult
this was for him to do. I realized that it would take time to create
a relationship of parity between us. First, I am much older and have
many more years of teaching experience. Second, a given rule is that
the cooperating-teacher is of a higher status and is expected to tell
the intern what to do as a teacher, rather than to collaborate about
what could be done. Third, Toshinobu comes from a culture steeped in
a traditional sempai-kohai (a companion who is ahead - companion that
is behind) mentoring relationship. It is much easier for him to accept
me as the more powerful dominate influence on what we do in this class.
However, Toshinobu surprised me. After the first few weeks, I recognized
that Toshinobu was exceptionally motivated to work collaboratively with
me. In his words:
This
journal will definitely give me ample chance to express my ideas, thoughts,
and my own voice as a teacher, and importantly, we will be able to communicate
frequently and closely.
The
Issue of Empowerment
As the cooperating-teacher, one of my issues became how I can provide
opportunities for Toshinobu to develop as a teacher. I wanted him to
gain more than just my classroom teaching techniques, the way I was
using portfolio assessment, and how I solve classroom problems. I wanted
to empower him to experience his own informed teaching decisions. As
such, based on issues and problems Toshinobu raised in the journal,
I tried to provide more and more chances for him to take on the responsibility
for teaching the students. For example, after Toshinobu wrote about
a problem with students wanting more emphasis on grammar, I asked him
if he wanted to teach a weekly twenty-minute grammar lesson. I also
asked him if he would like to do all the required writing conferences
with students outside of the class, as well as to teach for two weeks
while I was away. He gladly accepted all these responsibilities.
Reflecting on the content of our journal entries, I can see how Toshinobu
was able to gain some useful experience in making his own informed teaching
decisions. For example, as he wrote about in the previous section, he
not only decided to tape record his interactions with some of the students
during writing conferences, but he used descriptive feedback from analyzing
these conversations to make decisions about how to change his interactions
with students in the future. I could clearly see that he was applying
what he had learned in previous course work on how to make his own informed
teaching decisions, and through this process he was indeed becoming
more empowered as a teacher (cf., Fanselow 1987, 1988, 1992; Gebhard
& Oprandy 1999; Jarvis, 1972).
Teaching
Issues
In addition to the issues of equality and empowerment, I had the chance
to address a number of teaching issues through my collaborative journal
writing. Toshinobu raised a number of issues, and his words gave me
a number of things to think about. One topic he raised was about students'
perceptions about what it means to write. He wrote:
When
I had the first writing conferences with students, there were a few
students who told me that they tended to think in their native languages
and translate into English when they had worked on their drafts.
As I thought
about this statement, it occurred to me that this might be the reason
why some of the students don't write much during in-class writing activities.
Some have given excuses such as, "I can't concentrate in class.
I write better at home." However, I could imagine that they were
embarrassed about their process of writing in their native language,
then translating it into English. I could also understand why these
students' writing seemed so rhetorically stilted toward their native
language. This thought also raised a variety of teaching possibilities:
What would happen if I asked all the students to write in their native
languages, then, translate? Then, talk about the process? What might
happen if I did a series of in-class writing activities that focused
on speed and writing, such as to have a contest to see who could list
the most items on a grocery store shopping list?
We also discussed other issues, such as when to teach grammar and how
to teach students the importance of providing a clear thesis at the
beginning of an essay, offering convincing support in the body of the
paper to prove the thesis, and giving a strong conclusion. But in economy
of space, I will not elaborate on these here.
In the following section we offer our opinions about the value of keeping
the collaborative journal from our individual perspectives, again, in
our own words.
The
Value of Keeping the Collaborative Journal
The Intern's Perspective: Toshinobu
Keeping a journal is generally considered a private act of writing.
Thus, it may be challenging for some people to share their journal with
others. Since collaborative journaling entails a social as well as a
personal aspect of writing, however, there are various benefits not
only to preservice/inservice teachers but also to an entire professional
community or institution. Unlike an intrapersonal journal, a collaborative
journal "creates both an audience for our writing and a relationship
with someone who is sensitive to our teaching explorations" (Gebhard,
1999, p. 82).
As can be seen, interns might go through some difficulty redefining
themselves as teachers within the power relationship with other teachers/cooperating-teachers.
If an intern is a NNS who is assigned to an ESL internship site (or
an EFL class in which a NNS intern is to work with a NS cooperating
teacher), there may be some anxieties or concerns that he/she would
like to discuss with a cooperating-teacher privately. To support such
NNS interns, I would like to emphasize the value of keeping the collaborative
journal (see Matsuda, 1999; Matsuda & Matsuda, 2004). In my case,
I was able to cope with such difficulties, in that Jerry was listening
to my voice through the journal and was always aware of the feelings,
concerns, and questions that I expressed in the journal during the internship.
When I wrote down any issues, concerns, or questions to share with Jerry,
I felt secure because I knew that I would get a helpful response from
him. After getting his response, I could explore some recurrent issues
and topics in more depth. Reflecting on what he wrote, as well as what
I wrote, I was able to deepen my insights into teaching and learning.
Taking into account different perspectives was crucial in enabling me
to ponder upon some relevant issues. The collaborative journal became
sort of a second internship site where Jerry and I gradually built a
closer, stronger relationship or rapport. The collaborative journal
provided me with a supportive environment where I could explore my teaching
beliefs, assumptions, and teaching practices efficiently and comfortably.
I often think that it would not have been possible for me to adopt an
autonomous attitude towards teaching and learning and develop as a teacher
if we had not kept the collaborative journal. Although Jerry and I stopped
keeping the journal three years ago, I continue to learn from the meaningful
dialogue recorded in the journal every time I read it.
The
Cooperating-Teacher's Perspective: Jerry
When Toshinobu and I began to keep our collaborative journal, I expected
that the process would provide chances for both of us to gain awareness
of our teaching beliefs and practices, and it has done that. However,
I did not expect the process of writing in the journal and talking about
our teaching over time to be as empowering as it was for me as a cooperating-teacher.
Our written letter-like entries and conversations in and outside class
related to these journal entries gave me a much stronger awareness of
the ESL students writing and learning problems, anxieties, and writing
strategies. This awareness empowered me to make more informed teaching
decisions. For example, Toshinobu wrote about his observations on how
some of the students tended to sit with other students who speak their
same first language. They tended to use their native language while
doing group work activities, especially when we were not near them.
They also would whisper to each other in their native languages during
silent writing or teacher lectures. I was not especially aware of this,
for whatever reason, and because of Toshinobu shared this observation
with me, I was able to focus my observations on what was going on with
these particular students, as well as explore different ways to group
students to see what might happen, such as group students who speak
different languages, or group all students by their first language to
see what might happen when they knew I did this on purpose.
I also gained a greater awareness of my role as cooperating-teacher.
I have had many different roles in my career - Those of ESL teacher,
EFL teacher, teacher educator/professor, and teacher supervisor. But,
I had only been a cooperating-teacher a few times before. As such, as
I wrote in the journal, I was able to record and reflect on my way of
interacting with Toshinobu as a cooperating-teacher. I was not his supervisor;
I did not grade him; nor was I a colleague of equal standing. Instead,
I was in the unique position of being an experienced teacher who was
teaching and observing Toshinobu teach in the same class. The wonderful
thing about being in this position was that I was able to see my own
teaching in his (cf., Fanselow, 1988). For example, as I observed over
time how he taught points of grammar, I wondered if I am as capable
as he is of predicting the kinds of questions students would ask. This,
I thought, had to be one of the benefits of being a NNS of English who
had experienced some of the same grammatical accuracy problems as the
students in the class (see Matsuda, 1999).
Based on our collaboration, I was able to see student interaction in
the class differently, as well as reconsider my beliefs about teaching
and learning a second language. For example, I had the chance to consider
my beliefs about whether or not students gain something of value by
using their first language in the class or if their first languages
block them from making progress in the second language. As Cole et al.
put this, our collaborative journaling fostered opportunities "to
inquire, explore, and discover together" (1998, p. 561). This discovery-oriented
learning process empowered us to understand the students and us as teachers.
Through this collaborative journaling experience, I also learned more
about teacher development. It is easier to develop our teaching beliefs
and practices through collaborative efforts. Edge (1992) contends:
I
want to investigate and assess my own teaching. I can't do that without
understanding it, and I can't understand it on my own
I need other
people: colleagues and students. By cooperating with others, we can
come to understand our own experience and opinions. We can also enrich
them with the understandings and experiences of others (p. 4).
In other
words, "seeking to find myself, alone, is like trying to use a
pair of scissors with only one blade" (Fanselow, 1997, p. 166).
Concluding
Remarks
In this article, we reported on the use of a collaborative journal kept
between ourselves - a NNS graduate student intern and a NS cooperating-teacher.
On the basis of the qualitative analysis of our journal entries, we
discussed major themes and issues found in the journal content. We also
offered our opinions about the value of keeping the collaborative journal
from our individual perspectives. As our journaling experience depicts,
a collaborative journal is dynamic and constructive, in that the exchange
of ideas and thoughts about issues and problems related to learning
and teaching enables the writers to work together to improve their teaching
practices in a cooperative manner.
Finally, on the basis of our journaling experience, we recommend that
other teachers and student-teachers starting the same type of journaling
project negotiate goals and expectations, the form and the content of
the journal, and the frequency of journaling before they start. As Cole
et al. (1998) and Matsuda and Matsuda (2004) assert, this negotiation
process is crucial to avoid or solve unforeseen problems in the process
of collaborative work. In addition, it is the negotiation process that
plays an important role in constructively transforming a private act
of writing to a social, collaborative act of writing for mutual professional
growth.
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